Post written in May 2018.
When we desire to avoid past emotional pain from our childhoods or avoid pain due to the actions we have taken during our lives, we create emotional addictions, ways to avoid feeling the pain, ways to minimize, justify or mask the pain. That is what we think and what we tell ourselves.
We want what we want
We want it right now
We choose what we choose ‘cos we selfishly can
The end of another year is upon us. For me time has flown and it is hard to believe how much has happened in 365 days.
This is a brief update on some of the main activities, events I have been involved in during 2020.
Written in March 2020
There is a common belief and saying that ‘Truth hurts’ and ‘love hurts’. The insinuation is that these two qualities cause pain.
I am not afraid of you
I am not worried or concerned when you are overtly unloving and I know your mind
A shimmer, glimmer
A burning light
I awaken bolt upright
Bright and shiny
Attractive to magpies
But not to you yet
Who is this woman under the mask
Who was this girl with an open heart