Written in February 2019, reflections on mediumship.
I am experimenting with mediumship skills.
God has given the ‘sense’ of mediumship as a gift to humanity in order that people on earth and in the spirit world can communicate with one another. This is a pretty awe inspiring possibility with a lot of wonderful potentials when the sense is used wisely. For example, when our motivations are ethical and moral and we desire to learn about love, truth and God’s Laws. Or we desire to love our brothers and sisters and bring about positive change.
Written on 13 January 2019, reflection on fragments and facade.
Fragmentation is when we close parts of ourselves off in order to avoid feeling painful emotions. We become pieces, fragments of our self rather than a cohesive whole. Fragmentation is a way to ‘cope’ in the world when we have experienced trauma or pain. It is a way to control emotion.
Written on 20 August 2013, reflections on cause and effects in my life.
‘Putting out fires’ is a metaphor for the Law of Cause and Effect, or cleaning up after the errors in my soul/my emotional self rather than dealing with the cause and the events, feelings, triggers the Law of Attraction exposes in the moment.
Written in February 2020
Thoughts and reflections on re sensitizing to emotion and expressing feelings.
Emotions are part of life.
Emotions happen while we’re doing everyday living.
Emotions are normal.
Emotions range from pleasurable to painful.
Emotions are part of us and part of the enjoyment and experience of life.
Under the guilt lies shame
She believes it is a thing to protect
A fearful feeling to avoid at all costs
Her terror of feeling emotion
Keeps her trapped