Fact is

There is only one man for me
In this whole world it is just him for me

I long to meet him
Wonder, who will he be?
How does he feel?
Who is he?
How does he express our nature and personality?
What is his character
Shaped by his upbringing, choices, society
Will he have integrity?

It feels like the first time
Exciting and new
I look forward to the expression of us two

Will it be like meeting myself
A recognition
Or something else?

He is in my feelings
My daily thoughts
A new beginning
Our soul relationship starts

I want to love him for eternity
I want to love him with a full
Passionate heart

We are one soul
Never apart
A magnetic pull
Like gravity

God made it so
And so it will be

Eloisa, 19 August, 2022 at 4am

Desire

Young soul
Adult body
Child like sensations
Curiosity
Suspense
Desire building
Virgin
The first time
Coming
Heart open
To love him

***

Fact is
In the whole wide world
There is only one man for me
And when I meet him
I will love him for eternity
I will love him with a full
Passionate heart
We are one soul
Never apart
A magnetic pull
like gravity
God made it so
And so it will be

Eloisa, 19 August, 2022 at 4.30am (another version of ‘who is he’)