Author Archives: Eloisa

Thoughts: Expression of Selfish Feelings

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December 2020, note from author:

This is an archive post. A post I discovered in my drafts (from a previous blog that I shut down) that is a record of my personal progress and past feelings. This post was written eight years ago. It reflects what I was feeling at the time, as I reflected on motherhood and what I noticed I was doing in my life, it is not based on God’s version of love or truth, rather it is an expression of what I felt inside myself.

I have backdate published this post to the date I wrote it so that it is in chronological order of my personal progression.

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Reflections: On Unloving Acts

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December 2020, note from author

This is an archive post. A post discovered in my drafts that is a record of my personal progress and past feelings. This post was written eight years ago. It reflects what I was feeling at the time, when I first began some self reflection about myself and how I felt about what I noticed was happening in my life and what I was doing. It is an expression of my feelings at the time.

I have backdated this post and posted it on the date it was written so that the chronological order of my progression remains intact.

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A Gift

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Thank you for the gift of your time and your talents!
We had such a fun time and hope you did too!
it was pretty misty
and frosty
Thank you for your time and for coming ‘on tour’, smile!
It was cold in the woolshed, but nothing like good warm clothing and couple of gas heaters!
John and Kate
John, Kate & Jesus
Josh
Fabio & Jesus
The Band – John, Josh, Liam, Kate
we did some dancing all rugged up – some even in ski gear, smile.
We hope to see you all again soon!

Who Am I?

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I have been asking this question a lot lately. Who Am I? Who am I in God’s eyes? How does God see me? How does God treat me? Why do I not do the same – or at least aspire to do as God does?

The Facades I juggle.
Which mask do I wear? When?
Why do I choose to do this?

Why am I so confused about me?
Who I am?
How do I tell when I am conditioned
to feel how others feel rather
than my own feelings. What are my own thoughts?

Reflections on Love II

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 Images that came as I self reflected on Love after reading Mary’s blogs on Love:

I lock my love up in a ‘cage’ and allow
none in or out so often.

Why do I cage (my) love?… Prevent it?… Deny it?

God made me to love, made me from love so
why am I so resistant to love, loving and being loved?
Made to Love!! Made of Love!!
Made From Love!!
There IS Love within me!!

This one had a number of ideas all at once behind it…

The Love Yoyo. How I yoyo with giving
and receiving love both.

Dressed up in love.

‘love’ on a pedestal.