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| it was pretty misty |
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| and frosty |
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| John and Kate |
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| John, Kate & Jesus |
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| Josh |
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| Fabio & Jesus |
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| The Band – John, Josh, Liam, Kate |
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| we did some dancing all rugged up – some even in ski gear, smile. |
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| The Facades I juggle. Which mask do I wear? When? Why do I choose to do this? |
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| Why am I so confused about me? Who I am? How do I tell when I am conditioned to feel how others feel rather than my own feelings. What are my own thoughts? |
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Images that came as I self reflected on Love after reading Mary’s blogs on Love:
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| I lock my love up in a ‘cage’ and allow none in or out so often. Why do I cage (my) love?… Prevent it?… Deny it? God made me to love, made me from love so |
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| Made to Love!! Made of Love!! Made From Love!! There IS Love within me!! |
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| This one had a number of ideas all at once behind it…
The Love Yoyo. How I yoyo with giving Dressed up in love. ‘love’ on a pedestal. |
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| This is me terrified showing you how HUGE my wall of terror is. I can’t even open my eyes I feel it is that big. If I did ‘open my eyes’ (Uncover the TRUTH) I might get quite a surprise that it is possible to actually feel through and get over it because it is JUST another emotion. |
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| Some terrors/false beliefs/false expectations appearing real that make up my wall of terror. |
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| Due to the fact that I live in my terror and keep my terrors so close to me, ‘protecting’ them. It is very hard for me To actually see beyond them. It also prevents me being open and loving and I sacrifice those around me in order to Protect it. If only I’d put my hands down (submit and surrender to God) I would no longer have the wall of terror. smile. |
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| Living in my wall of terror. I sometimes feel there is no escape. That is a FALSE BELIEF. |
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| Protecting my wall of terror/error. Rather than challenging it, acting in love and feeling my way through it brick by brick. |
A little story that came to mind in images:
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| I meet someone. I say how I feel (if I am courageous in that moment). The feeling coming out of me is: ‘Don’t attack me, don’t attack me, I’ll do whatever you want just don’t attack me’ (not a loving projection! And a huge expectation and demand upon the other person) |
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| Then… Emotionally I ‘hide’, shut down, go out of body, or literally I hide, or ‘have’ to leave. Rather than staying open emotionally and FEELING whatever it is that is there to feel. (This is protecting my terror and false beliefs that I am going to be ‘attacked’. If I stayed open felt it and cried I am beginning to believe I would heal a lot faster.) |
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| Sometimes I run and don’t look back. But when I am brave I then take a little peek (feel) to see what has happened and if what I expected to happen has (I take a breath and feel how I feel)… |
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| Or see if I need to hide again. Which often I want to do, and do again. |
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| Or to see if I am going to be wrong this time and surprised. Did I ‘prove’ my false belief and add another brick to my wall of terror, or has the Law of Attraction changed for me? *********************** |
*The wall of Terror is borrowed from Mary. A really helpful talk I found was, 20100822 The Human Soul: Emotions and Addictions. Available to be downloaded as an MP3 from the Divine Truth Website
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| Love Detective-ing with the Love Radar |
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| This is me, suspended in terror, in a box of fear Reminder of the Truth: fear and terror are JUST emotions Dear God
Please can I have the courage to look at and release the false beliefs I hold around fear and terror.
Please can I grow in courage to find out my addictions and to choose to not live in them any more!
(I don’t feel very confident about this God. I feel like I want to hold on to lots of things. Please help me to grow the courage to let go and submit to YOU God!)
Love
Eloisa
*I get what I call image ‘downloads’ they are gifts from spirits I feel to illustrate to me various thoughts, ideas, concepts. I get the whole image without having to ‘think’ about it. I sort of ‘feel’ it. Sorry this is not an eloquent explanation. It is difficult to explain feelings. So I leave it lacking and maybe at some point I will be eloquent about it, smile.
** check out the Divine Truth Channel on YouTube: 20110510 Desire, Imagination, Fear & Truth Q&A Mill Park P1. |
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| A birds nest in the Bursaria Spinsoa, They like these trees as we saw quite a few. |
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| Some of the Fossickers |
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| Bursaria Spinsoa seed |
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| Bursaria Spinsoa seed |
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| Inside a birds nest |
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| A treasure discovered by Charlie |
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| Lichen |
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| A discovery |
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| A Treasure |
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| Catherine thank you for finding treasures and helping little legs get over intrepid abysses |
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| Our Guide |
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| Tee Tree seed |
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| Wild Wasps nest – Treasure |
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| Treasure- red and irridecant green/blue beetle |
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| Adventurous Fossickers |
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| Wallaby Tunnel Camera man Matt – Thank you for recording a super fun morning! |
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| Freshwater shell |
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| Fossickers |
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| Rock Wallaby |
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| Explorers |
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| Explorer |
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| Webs |
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| On Route Home |
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| Camera Man |
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| Treasure |
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| Lady Bird Nursery |
My Story: Love Overcomes Evil: Love is the most powerful force in the Universe. What an awesome sentence. Somewhere inside of me a light comes on and an in-built rad…
That I feel Love and am open to Love.
But on reflection I am not.
I am tentative about Love.
I am cynical and sceptical.
I bow to fear and anger more readily then I stand for Love.
Yet I cling to love. Or the idea of Love, the hope of Love.
I cling to the times when Love has been demonstrated to me. To the encounters I have had that have caused me to feel the Truth and how much easier it was to feel while being loved than through the experience of anger or fear. This was REAL Love!
I remind myself:
Love is powerful
Love is real
Love heals
Love is stronger than fear and I am open to feel when love is present.
If only it was always that way
If only Love ruled each moment permanently in my life. (It can so why don’t I let it?)
The Truth is Love does rule!
But I am busy focusing on my fear and rage and that makes it hard for Love to flourish in my life.
I trot over Love, I dismiss the times Love has ‘crumbled my stone heart to sand**.’
I am so busy looking through my telescope focused on negativity, evil, bad, pain, that Love might be right next to me and I miss it or don’t recognise it as it Love, or often don’t even want to see it.
I want to protect the pain and hurt, anger and fear.
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| So busy focusing on other things than Love. |
It was recently reflected to me is how often I get on my ‘high horse’ about Love. How I ‘decide’ what is and what is not love (read ‘love’ as meet my addictions and make me feel good equals love). Often I am riding over real Love in pursuit of addictive love. I also judge and condemn in the name of love.
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| On My High Horse about Love |
‘Do you ever doubt the ultimate power of love over evil?’
DEAR GOD... 